woohoo. feels like ive been gone for really long, and i guess i kinda have! haha. church camp was not too bad but i guess ive gone for better ones...cos this time we had to join the adults! haha. so no more doing whatever we want and hanging out wherever and whenever we feel like it... but still it was good la. got to know the cell better and that was the best part :) oh yah and the sermons were really great too. br phillip lyns a really good speaker! the theme was becoming a person oh a different spirit and i think tt everyone left the camp really refreshed and reenergised!lots of things i took away from the camp tt i need to think about, and i really thank God that He has showed me alot of things and opened my eyes to alot of things i was not following Him in and now i can :) and well i dunno but i just wanna do something for Him! and i know that its like fruitless to want to do great things if i cant even keep to the little things so ill really really try to work on them now :) i think one of the most important things that God told me this camp was to love Him first and most in my life, and i think i have allowed many things to take me away from Him and its really time that i got back to my first love which is God who is so faithful and loves me so much! during the camp God really poured out His love for me and its like i really cant turn back to the way i was living and praying and serving anymore cos its just not enough!had a good talk with andrew in the camp and im glad that i was able to have the oppurtunity to talk to him abt something that i guess ive been holding in for a while, and tho its not like he can help me, it was good to let someone know. well i guess first thing on the agenda now im back is to grow my faith! and yeah im really gonna try cos when i look at the prophecy regarding the church in ephesus who lost thier first love for Him and it scares me to think that their light would have been snuffed out, and i know that my light would be snuffed out too and i really really cant let that happen!

hmm so anyway, we saw ah mois family cos we sent her back to visit them and guess what! they all look like her!!! very funny haha. ok im kinda tired now and there are lots on my mind so i think ill go haha. something in the prayer maze at the camp spoke to me tho, that we all need people to journey with us and i guess i havent found that person yet? i mean there are people i can tell stuff to but not so much the impt stuff...and i dont think its cos they are not there or not willing to but because i am not willing to so i guess that has got to change haha. oh wells! need to exercise ALOT after eating so much! photos will be up soon :)